The narrator, a teenager, expresses deep unhappiness and a growing sense of sadness and darkness within them. They yearn for their true mate to fill the void in their heart but haven't found them yet. The sadness is intensified by the loss of their parents, who were murdered by their jealous alpha when the narrator was eleven. After becoming a rogue, the narrator was discovered by powerful alphas who recruited them as a professional assassin due to the ongoing vampire wars. The narrator reflects on their lack of emotional expression and recalls their determination to stay strong after their parents' death. Despite their initial shock, the narrator feels excited about joining the alphas and spends the night contemplating this new chapter in their life. The text mentions that it is unedited and welcomes feedback on grammar.